It's beautiful.
Even with the sky clouding over from yesterday's storm system (it just missed here) and the shadows from trees I don't remember seeing when I went around the house, enough sunlight filters in so that I can see the bookcases. On every wall, save the windows and the other door. I expected to see mostly coffee table-sized art books, but I'm wrong. I quick look shows novels upon novels. Wharton. Steinbeck. Hemingway. All first editions, I'm sure. Some older classics, reprints. There are even some free-standing shelves strewn about, about five feet tall. The closest one has children's books. A mix of standard picture books are on one side. On the other, older fare. The complete Harry Potter is on the top row. Beneath is what appears an a complete set of Hardy Boys and Nancy Drew. Many of them look to be early editions too. My mom tried to get me to read them when I was growing up, but I could never get into them. Especially Nancy Drew. I guess it's just the typical young boy dislike of 'girly' stuff.
In the center of the room is the desk. It is a modern hulk, all metal and plastic. Somehow, it doesn't look out of place in here. It has a Mac set-up that I have only seen on televise, including a giant printer. It could spit out full-sized reproductions of paintings. Inside the three-sided configuration is an ergonomically designed padded swivel chair. Custom made, has to be. I sit down in it and take a few spins, until I get just shy of dizzy.
On my last spin, I notice something behind the door I used to enter. I get up to take a look at an easel with a painting on it. I guess it makes sense. With every square inch of wall space taken over by floor to ceiling bookcases, where else could one put a picture.
At first glance, I almost mistake it for one of those Moses primitives, but the subject matter is anything but. In the foreground is a bright blue car. It looks kind of like my mom's old Baretta she had traded in when I was about five. I can't really remember it, and my knowledge of cars isn't worth much, but it reminds me of it. Behind it is a long line of cars, as in a parking lot, save that it's unpaved. On the right, I see the hints of small shacks, like in a flea market. A few people dart about carrying bags, but none have great detail. The painting appears to be in oils, but I'm finding it hard to tell. A very thin layer of dust is just barely covering the top. Looks like the painting has been here for a few week, maybe longer, undisturbed.
I breathe in the lingering scents of old books, fresh paint, and unused electronics. A trace of a musk, with a hint of fruitiness, hits my nose. Probably my dad's cologne. I take it in. All of it.
I love it.
I go back to the desk and sit. I wonder how to turn on all of this. I can't eve begin to guess what I can find on here. This set-up might just be too much for me to figure out. Who knows what he put on here. Maybe I shouldn't even try. He could have had student records here. No, more likely those would be at his office. Still, there could be things that I will need to know, financial records and such. There might be worse. My mom warned me about things, but I have seen nothing that would prove anything. Yet.
I look over the all but empty desktop for any clues about what to do, but nothing jumps out at me. I just keep staring at the same things over and over again, trying to get a feel about my father. I get the feeling that I'm missing something obvious. I yawn, as I settle back into the relative comfort of the big soft chair. I begin to nod off.
"ARGHHH. HELP!"
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